Sunday, October 21, 2007

Life's Path has Unexpected Twists and Turns

For almost 2 wonderful years, I moderated a Yahoo group for overweight women who are trying to conceive children after having had one or more... I thoroughly enjoyed this "job"!!!! I felt as though we had a true Sisterhood - a group of women from different faiths, backgrounds, etc...all coming together to offer love, support, comfort, laughs, WHATEVER was needed. I met some truly amazing Souls that I will forever cherish as Sisters. Unfortunately, one of the Sister's decided to shake things up a bit and I felt like I no longer had a place in the "new" group (although still the same title, etc...) - at first I was so angry and felt very betrayed. I felt that this person had an agenda; to make the group into what SHE thought it should be despite how others felt. So, I left the group.....I pulled a Rosie O'Donnell :) Sure, I gave a nice parting BUT there was much more I wanted to say alas, I held my tongue. Remember, the energy we put into this world is what we attract...I don't know about you but I don't want any negativity following me around like a lost puppy. Some time has gone by and while I do still miss my Sisters and dear friends terribly!!!! I see now that our Paths have these twists and turns for a reason. I have had a lot of mini projects that have never been completed because I was so busy with "group work", and of course with studies as a Coven-initiate begining soon (and being the best Mom and Wife I can be!!!) I see that this is where I am supposed to be now! Getting other things done.... However, I will cherish and LOVE my dear Sisters for life....and always keep them close to my heart. As Garth Brooks said - ".....I would have missed the pain but I'd have had to miss the dance"......and I had one heck of a Dance! BLESSINGS!

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